When there is a decsion you need to make with yourself. Your in between fear and denial. Or you know what the outcome is going to be and you’re afraid to step up and make a change because you fear how much its going to hurt. Pain is what gets people… We are afraid of it so we settle.
I’m afraid and I don’t know what to do. It will change and complicate a whole lot of things so your better off in the situation.
The situation isn’t bad. But it’s not great either. Ive been chasing “great” for years now and I’m just tired. It shouldn’t take this much effort.
I just needed to get that put cause when I’m screaming for help, the one person that matters doesnt listen.